Wednesday, March 28, 2012

30 Days of Truths {Days 26, 27 & 28}



Day 26: HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT GIVING UP ON LIFE? WHEN AND WHY?
Uh yes.
Right now.
I am completely over life and to be honest I just want it to be over.
Mostly because I have lost everything of importance to me because of one shitty human being.
 He is the most selfish person I have ever met, and he has admitted that his happiness is the only thing that's important to him.
 He thinks I'm stupid for wanting to be with him, because he has treated me so poorly in the last 4 months.
I have lost my dream home, I have to sell all my belongings, trying to make it in Ontario has caused financial ruin for me.
I think I'm going to have to give up Chuck Norris. {cries}
No more dream job,
no more perfect life.
No more happiness for me.
Pure heartbreak for another 2 months.
FML.

 
Day 27: WHAT IS THE BEST THING GOING FOR ME RIGHT NOW?
I have an amazing set of friends.
I don't know how I would have gotten through these last 4 months without them.

 
Day 28: WHAT IF YOU BECAME PREGNANT?
I would cry, run around like a chicken with my head cut off, have a major meltdown to my mom, then give it up for adoption and make sure it goes to a gay couple.
I have never wanted kids, and I still never want kids.
I love kids, but not full time.

Cheers,
Messy

9 days until my 30th birthday weekend extravaganza with my bestie!
Can't wait!

If you wanna sponsor swap in April there is still time - just email me at
shelleysarina(at)hotmail(dot)com

4 comments:

Chloee said...

big hugs

Melissa said...

I hope things get better for you! It's only a matter of time before they turn around!

Messy said...

Thanks for the love! I know everything will be ok...it's just hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel right now. :)
Cheers,
Messy

Sweet Green Tangerine said...

**HUGS**